Finding myself quite lazy these days. I rejected several projects several days ago, which will never happen before. Is it because I am more mature to recognize not realistic projects or I am too weak to do those jobs, I don’t know. Talked with a experienced project manager, I found myself lacking lots and logs of abilities to be capable of being who I want to be. Much much more have to be learned, such as database management, performance tuning skills and other must-have for programmers. The algorithm book require much patience and math background, but it is still something we programmers have to master, try to join or make a community, learn from each other. Be stronger!